Sunday, October 10, 2010
My true feelings.....Friends...friendships that are made.....I will remember each and everyone of you....
We have come this far and it is a waste to break off the friendship....
We have gone through ups and downs but I believe these small things have improved our friendship along the years.....
We would have understood each better, learn our mistakes from each other and I would say it's a blessing in disguise.....
We may have not talk to each other but during that period too, we would have reflect of our actions...
We may have form a large group of friends....
Sooner or later, somehow, one by one would leave the circle....
The next thing you know, the circle is formed once again.....
That's because when we are no longer close to the person, we would miss them and their companion...
The laughter, tears, jokes would be missed too.....
I told myself umpteen times that I won't be affected of the way you behaved towards me....
But I was wrong...I'm weak and I do not have the strength to overcome this feeling!
Only God knows how I feel...
And till now I can't believe that I actually texted you only to find that I was the only one who appreciate of the friendship we had in the past...
You may say that I'm naive....
But I'm not....
It's because I've grown up to be more mature and wiser and I've realised that either one of us have to make the first move to at least to talk to each other because miracles don't happen....
It takes effort and courage.....
You know, I know, we know that I've tried alot of times to talk to you.....
It's always me who took the first step...
& What do you give me in return?
Nothing but the cold-shoulder.....
Imagine you were in my shoes....
Will you feel dejected?
I bet you would.... that's exactly how I'm feeling right now....
Since this would be the last year...I think we should bury the hatchet right?
Don't you think so?
With much love,
Aisah.....