Saturday, August 2, 2008
It's getting further,
wildest dream but still vividly attached in my mind.
I realised that things are just getting worse but isn't
that good too?
I really don't know how I should react or feel now
feeling so helpless.
The feeling is totally awful and do I really deserve it?
I just couldn't find the answer or there isn't any
answer at all.
Nobody is gaining anything but it is just hurtful.
Not sparing a thought for other people.
I felt like breaking down and my heart sank when
I heard it.
I'm still trying and hope it will heal.
How should I regard you?
One is going to be a heavy decision second, I don't
want to deceive myself anymore.
Should I take the third choice, but it's not that easy.
Going on with the flow,
I know that it'll get better but the pain will remain.
Would laughters, smiles and bold fronts going to help?
Hope it will.
OUT YOU GO!
H.