Friday, July 18, 2008
OHMYGOD!
Im so like affected by it.
This feeling doesn't seem to be or feel right.
Something is on but I don't know what or
how to even start it. It's like so sad. Tears doesn't
make it right. It's not right! God's testing me I
guess. He knows I tried very hard and I know He know
that why I feel this way as what I'm doing is sinful and
He won't let it go my way. Was searching for "
I Love God"pics and saw this:

He's trying to communicate with me and I know that.
Maybe it's true that loving your enemies is better?
But it's also true that once you set your mindset on
something there's no way you could change it. I'm so
into God now or is it a way He's bringing me closer to him.
I feel so guilty right now, I only think of Him when I have
problems and when I'm down. This tells me that God welcomes
everybody any point of time right regardless of what situation
we are in. I just want everything to be alright and that's my wish.
How I wish our life is like a tape recorder and we could rewind it
to make a mistake to a right.